For all those friends and others reading this it's amazing how f'd up life can be. I mean it starts out everyday quite waiting unpredictable then depending on is great humor it either sends us to a short lived happy place or throws us into a Vortex of painful suffering, by either making us remember our past our by making us feel worthless or without purpose.
Besides that I guess we just have to cope with it no matter how much we want to run away from it. What would the world be like if we all gave up after the first big wave of problems that came our way I think we'd end up like Zombies traveling from place to place no emotion no feeling just pure worthlessness. For any who read this this is not an emo statement just a boost for those suffering through life like me and those who need to hear that they're not alone.
Now new topic i'm leaving for the Air Force this January 29th to train and go to school to learn some new things I don't want to wait till then but i also don't want to say goodbye to any of my friends i'll post something new in a little but this was just a lil warm up.